we were in love.
we looked at each other like nothing else in the world mattered.
neither of us wanted to leave, but we knew it had to happen.
you left me here all alone, with nothing but a broken heart.
a broken heart that can only be healed by your touch.
falling – harry styles
hey stupid, i love you – jp saxe
sharing you – LANY
(what i wish just one person would say to me) -LANY
nobody else – LANY
sad – LANY
the few things – jp saxe
a little bit yours – jp saxe
bedroom ceiling – sody
reason to stay – sody
sad corny f**k – jp saxe
drown – boy in space
cold – boy in space
crying over you – the band CAMINO & chelsea cutler
don’t you worry – oh wonder
milestone – matt walden
crazier things – chelsea cutler
beautiful life – kidswaste (ft. sophie simmons)
nj – chelsea cutler
holding my own hand – avery lynch
cherry – harry styles
long drives at night when you have no idea where you’re going.
being in love
when you’re with your best friends all vibing in the car jamming out to music
my dog
going on trips with family and friends
the nights you never want to end
seeing a cute baby
shopping and getting new clothes
the color pink
a walk on the beach at sunset
happy people!
we live in a society where it feels like a crime to be different.
but isn’t that what life is about?
to stand out instead of blend in.
to be yourself rather than be someone you’re not.
to give your opinion in a world of chaos.
everyone is too worried about fitting in that we are forgetting who we are.
being different is not a crime. it’s life.
we are here to be different.
i knew it was love cause’ every time i saw you it brought instant butterflies
if i could redo it all over again i would
i would go back to the first time your eyes met mine
to choose you instead of him
the moment we said that 3 word phrase, i knew i could never live with out you
i knew it was love the moment it was you over him
the moon smiled the night your lips touched mine.
your heart as big as the universe.
the stars twinkle in your eyes every time you look at me.
our love bloomed like the flowers on trees.
the sun seems to shine a little brighter when you’re around, or at least it used to…
then all the butterflies left at once.
the days got longer and darker with no hope of a blue sky.
the leaves started falling like the way i once fell for you.
the tears i cry leave a stream behind me everywhere i go.
you left me here to dance in the rain…
all alone.
i miss when everytime something hurt it only required a bandaid.
but now when something hurts it’s way deeper and requires a lot more than just a bandaid.
i miss when my only worry in life was who i was gonna play with at recess.
but now what is there not to worry about?
i miss when i believed in everything.
but what is there to believe in anymore?
i miss bringing my big box of crayons to school and coloring my people skin color while everyone else was coloring theirs orange.
but now what’s the point of being different when u just get judged for it?
i miss when something hurt so bad and it only required a bandaid
but now not even a bandaid can fix it.
i’m sitting in my room and it’s 12:07pm
all i can think about is that one person that i miss more than anything in the world.
it’s 12:07pm and i’m sitting here thinking about you and only you.
wishing things could have gone differently and that you were still here
maybe somewhere in sometime and someplace we will be able to find our way back to each other
but in the meantime i will be sitting here, in my room writing and wishing that i could be with you at 12:07pm
i know i’m not a robot because…
i get emotional
i make mistakes
i’m scared to lose that one person
i’m scared to miss someone so much that it hurts
i have fomo
i get nervous
my feelings get hurt
i eat ice cream and cry when i watch chick flicks
i’m scared of my heart being broken
i’m scared to not live in the moment
i’m scared to make the wrong choices
i can choose for myself
i’m scared to grow up
i am not a robot.
hello world! this is my first blog post so let me tell u a little about myself.
hi!!
i’m 17
i’ve been alive for 17 years 1 month and 27 days
yes i am 17 and i’m still scared to go in public by myself
i worry about everything
i want to be the person people remember in a good way
i get scared and intimidated by other people even though i sometimes might not show it
yes i’ve been alive for 17 years 1 month and 27 days and i still get scared to talk to strangers
my fav color is pink & i love the moon
but, enough about me, welcome to my secret life behind a screen
Robyn Fenty 